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| 08.05.08 (11:24 pm) [edit] |
So I was sitting in the living room talking to Kim earlier about people who have hurt us. And of course I shared with her a few of my past experiences, without really giving any major details.... I've been hurt time and time again. By one person more than any others. I'm not mentioning any names but I'm sure they'd know who they are. I've trusted people, considered them to be a friend, and cared about them deeply only to have them hurt me over and over again. The pain doesn't ever go away, especially when it's the person you truly trust who huirts you. (No it's not Tim, he's great to me, this person is someone I once considered a great friend.) Nevertheless, the pain hurts, and it still does. I don't think I'll ever be able to trust this person that way again. I'm not mad anymore, and in fact if I really needed this person they might even be by my side (that's a big might). But I could never trust them again. They've betrayed me, used me, and hurt me a few to many times. I've cared about them, but not anymore. They're no longer my friend, and I'm fine with that. I just wish I could forget the friendship we had that way I wouldn't have to remember it from time to time and the pain wouldn't come hurting again. While the good times in the friendship were good, the bad times out way the good...And in the end I wish it all had never happened, or at least that I could forget that it did.........
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posted by: barnabus1 (reply)
post date: 08.05.08 (9:05 pm)
Part of these kind of problems comes from our expectations! We expect a really good friend to always be such a good friend, yet not all friends are forever friends! Some are put in our path, that we might learn some important lesson from them...or they from us, then we usually outgrow one another and both move on. A "friend" who betray's you is another matter! That trust can never be rebuilt back to the level it was, then we have to remember that even our Lord was betrayed by a friend, so he knows the experience too, and can bring healing!! I know you have forgiven the friend and that is the best thing that came out of it!! It made you spiritually much stronger!!!!