TIME TO TAKE IT BACK

05-06-08

Throughout my years

People have taken from me

Taken everything

In myself I know longer believe.

I tried to fight them

But it wasn’t enough

To many years past

I wasn’t any longer tough.

Beat me until nothing was left

Crushed me over and over again

I begged and pleaded

Hoping my pathetic life would end.

But for some reason

Reasons to me unknown

I’m still standing here

For what it’s worth still holding my own.

My energy depleted

Ready to give up the fight

My soul and life drained

Ready to end it all tonight.

But the blade’s not sharp enough

Through the skin it wont cut

The blood wont bleed

And the door’s still shut.

It’s been tried to many times

And once again

For some reason

My life wont end.

So now it’s time to change

Take back what they took from me

Take back my life they stole

Take back the world I wanted to see.

I’ll search my soul

I’ll search myself

Search and I know I’ll find

For some reason, there is something left.