So now i have a plan!  After a long night with little sleep and lots of research i have finally figured out a plan to help the children.  I've been working on my first children's book.  And now i have a plan that involves this book and hopefully several other childrens books.  I plan (hopefully everything will work out) to write a series of children's books and submit them to several publishers who will hopefully be interested in publishing the books.  Upon selling these books 100% of the procedes from the children's books will go towards a foundation that will provide clothing, food, and shelter to those children abused in Eastern KY.  (where i'm from).... I looked online a LOT and could not find one shelter in this area for abused children.  I just couldn't.  No i'm sure by contacting CPS(child protective services) i could find out what happens to the children (and i intend on doing so), but i also intend on making things better for these children.  And if i'm wrong and there is a shelter or foundation in this area then all the procedes from the books will go towards that shelter/foundation to better improve to make sure these children are well taken care of.  I can no longer stand by and do nothing. In this way I feel as if i'm doing something.  I know my plan contends on my book actually getting picked up by a big publisher, but i'm driven and when i am determined to do something, then i usually get what i want.  I'm recillent, and on this matter I will not give up.   I also plan on some how getting state legislatures to push for tougher laws against child abuse.  This can not go on, we as mothers and fathers have to stand up and make people listen to us.  We have to protect those who can not protect themselves.  This is something very close to me, because as a mother, i can't imagine my children being hurt, and i can't stand by while another child is hurt.  I wont do it anymore.  So i'm going to do my best to help those in need.

Well that's all for now, i've got a lot of work to do!!

Drama, drama, drama!  What would life be without some sort of drama?  I mean really, lets face the facts and admit that life is NOTHING but drama and stress.... Or at least that's mostly what mine is....  If it's not one thing it's another always causing drama or stress... But oh well, "this too shall pass", as does everything else.  Just with time things will get better... I do have a bright spot to look at, Ty's got a play coming up in May (PUTTING ON THE HITS! Last year his class performed the Beach Boys, so he got to be a surfer boy, so i'm eager to see what he'll get to be this year.)  And June the 2nd will be his pre-school graduation, and then we will get to begin the summer vacation!!  Yea, i'm actually trying to plan a vacation for us, so hopefully I can play a great family trip!!

And in lighter news, Tim and I are hoping to buy a house!  I'm not going to say anymore than that, cause I really hope we get it, and in the past everytime i've said to much i've jinxed myself and we didn't get it.  So this time i'm keeping pretty quite and keeping my fingers crossed!!  XX....... Hopefully everything works out okay... :)  Who knows maybe my summer will consist of moving!

Bella goes to preschool in the fall so I'm planning on going back to school in the fall as a teacher's assistant while I work on getting my teaching degree, and work on my books!.... God, I'll be a busy woman come fall!

Well that's all I have to say for today, i know i started talking about drama and stress and veered off onto other subjects... Oh well that's a good thing!  I really don't need to focus on the negatives when i am so blessed to have so many positives in my life!! :) :)